Without a doubt, I have had to learn to juggle.. I had hoped to keep every part of my life in motion,...balanced...secured. Whether it had to do with time, money, spirituality, pleasure, loyalty or love, I felt I had to have it all under control and managed. Yet, this was very short-sighted. There were no guarantees that I would be able to maintain the equilibrium necessary to keep it up forever. No one could possibly prepare me for when the ball drops.
